Hopelessly In Stupid
After years of broken relationships,
Why’s it still a struggle to learn from them?
To step back and examine the hardships
Is on track to see where the issues stem.
Although I can safely trace it all back
And tell myself, “Here. Here is where it fell”,
All my memories fade out and go black
When I stare down this too familiar well.
Its depth and darkness beckon me closer.
I can’t blame it on my naivety.
Chills creep up my spine as I lean over,
But I let go and fall down shamelessly.
I say I will not repeat a mistake,
But to refrain makes my heart cry and ache.